haven blog for ages.haha.
well.was freaky lazy to.hahah:D

well.school reopen alr.
module for this sem are realy interesting.
3d modelling,animation fund,storyboardin,drawing figures,digi.etc.
haha.
attended some of them this week alr.
really fun
haha.

super bored now!!
need to get more shirts!!!
wanna go shopping.
no money!!
sigh
shall wait for next month.
payday!!
hahhaa.
hm
shall stop here.

argh!friggin bored!
i'm at my aunt place now.
without my wacom.i can't draw.
i'm not use to usin the trackpad.
sigh.
i'm bored!
didn't really go anywhere to enjoy this week.
hols are about to end i guess.
haha.
i dunno when i'm actually startin school lah.haha.

i wanna get a new diary.wahaha.
though i haven finished with my old one.
haha.
i haven even wrote anything in it for a long looOOng time.
hahh.
finished readin the book,the boesetter's daughther.
haha.
really nice!haha.
i wanna get another amy tan book.
haha.
her books are interesting.
haha.
i'm missing.....hmmmmm..nevermind.
damn!
i'm seriously feelin super duper bored now.haha.
i wanna go out!!!
and i'm feelin kinda hungry now.haha
guess i'm jus a pig.
eatin non stop.and i didn't do any exercise.wahahaha.

sigh,guess i'll jus stop here.
byeeeeee.:D

i wanted you to know i love the way you laugh
i wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
i keep your photograph; i know it serves me well
i wanna hold you high and steal your pain
cause i'm broken when i’m open
and i don’t feel like i am strong enough
cause i’m broken when i’m lonesome
and i don’t feel right when you’re gone away
the worst is over now and we can breathe again
i wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
there’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
i wanna hold you high and steal your pain
cause im broken when i’m open
and i dont feel like i am strong enough
cause i'm broken when i’m lonesome
and i dont feel right when you’re gone away

went jammin on mon.
played drums.hahha.
i need more practice!!.
hahha.
the guitar intro for this song is like damn nice.i love it like hell lot.hahha.
this song is really great too.though its kinda old.hahha.

well.
still on hols.and i'm gettin freakin bored!!!
been readin THE BONESETTER'S DAUGTHER by amy tan.
interesting.haha.
the character luling really sound like my mum.
wahaha.
always so emotional.want to die most of the time.haha.
well.both of them really have a lot of similiarities.haha.

arg!
holidays are borin!!
hope there's more gg out to look forward for.
if not its only work work and more work.

nothin more..
bye then:)
runaway!runaway!runaway!willyoucomewithme?

i wanted you to know i love the way you laugh
i wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
i keep your photograph; i know it serves me well
i wanna hold you high and steal your pain
cause i'm broken when i’m open
and i don’t feel like i am strong enough
cause i’m broken when i’m lonesome
and i don’t feel right when you’re gone away
the worst is over now and we can breathe again
i wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
there’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
i wanna hold you high and steal your pain
cause im broken when i’m open
and i dont feel like i am strong enough
cause i'm broken when i’m lonesome
and i dont feel right when you’re gone away

went jammin on mon.
played drums.hahha.
i need more practice!!.
hahha.
the guitar intro for this song is like damn nice.i love it like hell lot.hahha.
this song is really great too.though its kinda old.hahha.

well.
still on hols.and i'm gettin freakin bored!!!
been readin THE BONESETTER'S DAUGTHER by amy tan.
interesting.haha.
the character luling really sound like my mum.
wahaha.
always so emotional.want to die most of the time.haha.
well.both of them really have a lot of similiarities.haha.

arg!
holidays are borin!!
hope there's more gg out to look forward for.
if not its only work work and more work.

nothin more..
bye then:)
runaway!runaway!runaway!willyoucomewithme?

bout TODAY!:)
woke up at six in the mornin.YAWNSS!!
met sketching group and ms gail at bugis at 830am. -half awake-
walked to kampong glam.and along the way,took pics of the old houses.
i didn't bring my cam.so i didn't take an pics:(
gail gave us some tips on photography.
then we had breakfast at this cafe in kampong glam.
had long tong and tea cino:))
had a small talk wit gail bout colours and how to use them to convey messages.
gail then left for work and so we left too.
haha.
didn't wanna sketch cause it was rather sunny.haha.
walked to bugis.went to kino,bought the bonesetter's daughter by amy tan.
stayed in kino for quite awhile before gg to basheer at bras basah.
saw a few books at basheer.
tempted to get it on the spot but had to have enough cash for later.
i shall get it another day.heh.
head back to bugis to catch a train down to tiong.
reached tiong damn early.
haha.
then left for marina.
had carl's jr.
and then movie,singapore dreamin.
walked around then home.
met gail for notes.
like damn!
now she noes i live ard her house.argh!

i wish i could turn you into the size of my palm,so that i can keep you in my pocket and bring you where ever i go.

ALRIGHTS!
i'm back to blog.
been gone for days.cause i couldn't access blogger and partly because i'm jus freakin lazy.heh.

on hols now.school will only reopen somewhere ard mid oct.
which is quite long.hahah.
i'm kinda of bored now.
hols are really boring.
work and home.
sometimes hang out for a while.
work is alr like occupying 70% of my time.
hard to find time to go out wit friends.
but for certain ppl i would give up wrk for them.hahha.

KRUNK
was at krunk because my friends and i set up a booth there.
we were selling shirts that we designed.
hmm.
but sales wasn't good at all.cause ppl went there to party than to buy stuff:(
many other stall made a loss.they left super early but we still stayed till bout four plus.
well.business is bout profit and loss.
sometimes we make.sometimes we lose.
so i would say i take tat as a learnin experience.
hahah.
nat was one of the organisater.so was neng hui.
didn't really catch up much wit nat cause she was like super busy.
spent time hanging ard wit chuanny,stan and aili.
woo.that reminds me:)
i made a new friend.
aili.
haha.
she was formerly from stc too.and now she's like studyin at nyp too.hahaha.
haha.
the four of us jus walked ard.went for a drink.didn't wanna go down to the dance floor cause it was muddy and all.
to be frank.
krunk was actually quite boring.hahaha
then we jus sit ard playin stupid games.haha.
yupp.
then met rach mak(pts),luying,dan,rach bro,rach bro pretty friend.haha.
i hang ard wit rach for a while.
jus went to get food.hahha.
saw rach bro friend.really pretty.wahaha.
then they left for the dance floor.
didn't wanna go.so went back to find chuanny and all.
haha.
didn't catch up with dan too.
hahah.
nvm.we'll meet up soon.hahah.
okay.i think tat's all.cause chuan and all left then i went to my pathetic booth.hahah.
shall post pics:)


chuan,stan.me and aili:)













us again:))

















without the light.hahaha:DD




chuan and me:)


rights.that's for krunk.

hahha.


been rotting at home and gg to work these few days.hahha.
alll i do at home is sit infront of my comp and d/l songs for ppl.
then do my digital paintin.(yea.like real...i haven even started.WAHAHA:DD)
oh ya!!
i bought nike dunks.
couldn't get the red and black dunks cause don't have my size:((
so bought the green and yellow one instead:)))heh.
next one.i'm gona get VANS:))hehe.

TA DAA!!:D
heheeh.my shoesssss








iloveyouiloveyouioveyou:))

RIGHTS.
blog,i shall.
since i have time now.
plenty of time.
haha.
first up.
got over with STUDIO PROJECT,PRESENTATION.ETC.
results will be out next week.
hope i didn't score badly.
haha.
and then was KRUNK.
it was time out with friends.
meeting up with the rest.
but as for business.
it was BAD BAD BAD.
well.
don't wanna talk about that anymore.
makes me sad.
hah.
hope to clear our stock at some flea market or something.
haha.
was hangin around wit chuan and stan,
and i made a new friend!!
haha.she's formally from stc and presently in NYP.
woah.
that's like the same as me lah.
hahahah.
she's aili/aileen??
i think?
hahaha.
-confused-
hahaha.
but she's funny.
haha.
the four of us were like crappin away.haha.
hang ard with rach at ard 2 plus 3 i think.haha.
she was with luying and dan.and a few others of their friends.
rach's bro was there too.
so cool.can actually go club with her bro.
haha.
her bro had this really pretty friend lah.
haha.
didn't get to catch up with dan or nat.
hah.
nat was like so busy.
say she will come to my stall oso nv turn up:(
i think i see her sis more then i see her lah.hahaha.
okay.
there's nothing much to talk about krunk anyway.
its just like partyin and havin fun.hahah
oh ya.this really good lookin guy came to buy a shirt at our stall.haha.
but i think he's gay.hahha.
so too bad.
wahahaha.
ah...
yea.
that's all.
kinda lazy to type.heh.
bye:)

GOSH.
i'm just freakin tired!!
been drawin since ytd.
hands are startin to ache.
FREAKIN TIRED.
creative brain cells are startin to burn out.
i need HOLIDAY pleaseeee!!!
take me somewhere far away.
hahaha.
needa work tomoro.
which also means my precious 6 hours is gone.
damn.
i need more time for my project!!
arggg.
wadever.
shall go back to drawin.
haha.

its retribution!!hahaha.

i just did something that i noe i HAVE to do it.but yet have hundreds,thousands,millions,zillions and trillions "don't want" to do it.
i HATE this kind of feelins.it hurts twice as bad.or even more.
cause i feel the pain and yet i can't cry.
felt totally empty.


i don't wish to leave you.
but i noe i have to.
cause i noe i can't give you forever.
and for you to find someone who can really give you that is to let you go.
afterall,i'm not a guy.
if only i was,i guess things would be diff.
sometimes,i dreamed of our future.
i actually have things to dream about.
really naive.
knowin that its impossible and all.
how nice it would be...sighs.
you'll look for someone better.
someone who can really give you forever.
you'll be able to let it go.
at least..
get over it faster than i do.
wadever it is...
i jus wanna say..
wadever i promised you in the past.and recently.
i meant it.
i meant every single word i say.
all from the bottom of my heart.
and i'll still keep those promises.
even if you were gone.
even if you were never coming back.

in every box of cigarettes.
there'll be a wishin stick.
but mine would be as good as none.
cause i'm wishin for somethin that'll never happen.

i think i'm leavin this for a while.
not gona blog bout anything.
nat,chuan,if there's aything,msg me.yupp.
bye everyone.
bye world.

my mood: SUCKS to the core!!!!

mornins!afternoon!good nights!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahha.
BONKERSSSS!!

went to orchard early in the mornin to take pics for studio proj.
walked from one end to another of orchard then left for nb.
did research.wrote a few stuff.
stayed there till 5 plus.then returned to town to do sketches.
did three on ngee ann city.
then took pics of taka at nite.
went home.
no.corrections.its to my aunt place.

bloggin usin my laptop now.
first time.

damnnnnnn.
feelin damn lousy now.
feel i'm such a lousy stead.
she's not in a good mood cause of don't noe wad?
i don't even noe!!
:(((
i wanna help but i can't.
i can't! i can't!!
ARGGGGGGG.
nothin i can doooooooo!!!!!
USELESS!!
she don't tell me anything when she meet wit a prob.
am i that useless?
like hell.
anyone understands???
ARGGGGGG.
wad can i do?
tell me?
i'll try to help?
am i tat unreliable?
am i tat not trustable??

wadever it is.
you noe i won't leave you to go thru all this alone.
anything happens.
anything.
you still have ME.
i PROMISED!
i don't wan you to be sad.
only wan you to be happy.
cause when you're down
i'm down:((
it hurts so bad each time to see you sad!:((



vjgugfsgdfgsudgfkdgfsgdfgsadfksdgfasgdfigsdfiagsilfvaisudgouasgdf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!

welcome WOLRD!!
let's start all the eom-ing.
HAHA.

i'm suppose to be rushin my pd 15.
but i'm like slackin here.
hmm.
jus really tired after standin from 11 in the mornin to 6 in the evening to draw.
losin my concentration.
which is a very bad thing.

went to lau pa sa.
meet dear to pass her her present.
ros was expectin to see more.
like wth.
wait long.
haha.

don't noe lah.
been thinkin bout stuff lately.
i love dan!!
haha
she's like my advisor.
she noes how i feel.
like excatly.
now.
haha.
should i?or should i not?

oh well.
this manager at mac toady,gave me my coke in this kiddy cup.like wth!!
then my friends were like sayin its because they saw me carryin the cookie monster ard.
i was like some weirdo to ppl.kept staring.tsk.
then this policeman came up to me and ask if the bag of things were mine.
haha.think wad?got bomb ar?
...
haha.

sian.
why do i feel so emo???
freakkkkk
(cause i can't get down to an ans)

had school today.
CODID!
jus love ms gwen lee!!
she totally ROCKKKKSS!
hahah
i've got A,A+,A,B+ for my project!!!!
heheheh.
finally i'm seein As.heh.
i guess we all got As for prac 5,as in my grp.
cause i'll work will be put up for exhibtion in sch.heh!!
WHEE!
ms GWEN LEE ROCCCKKKSS!!
hahaha.:DD

school was fine today.
had another studio proj breifin today:)
totally cool.
had a better view of the proj .haha.
went o get cheow present and ate at AZABO SABO!!
hehe.
the desserts are yum yum.heh.
went to my aunt place's for my sis birthday thingy.
then home.

my whole life i've waited for that special someone.and that's YOU!!:))
i love 09:)

okay.i shall blog whenever i have time.
slightly relax today.cause the major deadlines have passed alr.
my head's achin now.i guess its mild migrain.
i can't really focus.
and i can feel the pain build up cause now my eyes feel likes they're droppin out.
like damn!
i hate migrain!!!!
but its not as pain as how my heart felt when you say you were gg to do those silly things.
don't do that alright.
it won't help.
it'll only make you feel worst.
PLEASE.don't do that.
if there's anything bothering you.
i'm always here for you.
we'll try to work things out alright??
don't do silly stuff,please.
if you think there's no one who cares for you in this world.
you're so wronggg.
cause i CARE!!alot!
don't say i'll find someone better.
cause if its ain't you,there's no one else i want.
if you think you're a burden.
no.
you're not.
but if you really are.
then you'll be a burden i'm so willingly to carry my whole life.
i don't care wad you're gg to say to make me give up on carin bout you.
i'm still gona stay put.
i'm always always here for you.
baby,wad's wrong??
tell me.talk to me.
don't keep it all inside okay?

vision starts to get blur-er.
if i focus.
it only hurts more.
ARGG
stupid migrain!!go away!!

OH MAN!
finally i could like squeeze a little time for bloggin.haha
well.
i'm dead beat!:(
this week worst the worst week ever!!.
deadline was like all on the same date.
so the past few dates was like rushin to complete my work.
slept barely for three hours each day.
and because of colour theo.
i gave up one night of sleep.
really tired.can jus doze off any time,anywhere.
poly life seriously sucks!
its like you get real busy till you won't even have time to have a little fun.
ARGH!
guess wad?
STUDIO PROJ!!!
its like startin next week.
but i have to start my research alr.
location:ORCHARD ROAD
think i'll be jumpin for joy?
NO.
cause i rather get a boring boat quay which have a more interesting history than orchard road.
its like when thinks are more fun to work with.the biggest challenge is tat you have to really think out of the boxxx!
if i don't do well for this.i'll have retake everything next year!like fuckshit!
orchard will be my second home startin from next week.
will have to spend more tim there to get familiar with that place.

anyway
for today.
went to meet shuyu and maysi at ard 5 plus.
but because of some complication i ended up meetin shuyu first at 5 plus.
before that i went to look at present for dear.
i think i noe wad to get alr.
hahha.
then met shuyu.
then maysi.
rushed to jack's place cause we were supposed to give janet a surprise.
she didn't noe we were gg there.haha
but end up we didn't really suceed.haha.nevermind.cause at least she was surprised,haha
janet's sister so totally look like her.
they are like photocopies of janet.hahaha
well.
then we went to take neoss.
haah.
then left.yupp.
hahaaha.
so glad that at least we all met up again.
miss them all loadS!!!
but we spent quite a short time.
hope we can have more fun on dan's birthday!!
hahaha.
guess i shall stop here.
really tired.
shall go to sleep.
hehe.

okay.
i've been really lazy this few days.
so i couldn't bother to blog.
hahaha.
well.
but i wanna blog about fri.heheh.

chuan got tics to go to zpop.
hehe.
so she asked me if i wanted to go too.
haha.
i noe wad's her intention.
and i really appreciates it:)
i love chuanny!!!:D

we were suppose to meet at lucky plaza at 7.
but i was late cause i forgot my house keys and had to run back to get it.haha.
surprisingly,dar was early lah.hahaha.lol.
then both of us waited for chuan and stan.
it was damn crowed lah.
chuan and stan appeared in time to catch bus 16.
haha.they jus popped out of don't noe where.
haha.

there were qite a number of old folks there too.haha.
funny ar.
i doubt they noe who were the ones singin.hahha.
dar tried to act cute lah.lol.hahaha.
cause they had to check bags if we had any before we could enter.
then she was like carryin this small purse thingy and she wanted to give it to the security guard to check.hahaha.
act cute only leh.hahaha
but well.you're cute.hahaha.
concert was fine.haha.
jus that she say she felt cold.
i didn't bring jacket or anything.
asked if she wanted to get something warm to drink.
but she didn't want.
felt kinda useless.cause i couldn't do anything.
actually i tot of huggin her.but i think she would mind.
i don't noe.
so i didn't.
haha.
well.
haha.
cabbed home at ard 1220.
was rather fast cause i took another cabbed from her place.
haha.
well.gotta go call nat now.byee:))
wo xiang jiu ahe yang qian ahe ni de shuo bu fang kai!!

didn't blog yesterday cause i was busy.hahah.
and partly because i was lazyy.heh.

well.nothin much happen ytd.
let's talk bout today then.
went for lecture.
as usual.
after that we had our "class ouyin" thingy.
but this time there was only me and ros.and the rest are the guys.
haha.
didn't noe that guys shop as long long as girls too until today.haha
guohao and wee leong felt freakin rich today cause one of them got his winnigs and the other jus recieved his pay.
so it was like wth.
they spent without thinkin.
like buyin a 79.00 belt and 65.00 on a wallet.
madness.
not because they felt they really needed it but because they tempted to.
haha.

i need to get formal wear!!

haha.yea.
and i saw this jeans that i really like today!!
but its like 129.00!
not tat rich to get it man.
hahaha

okay.iguess it jus here for now.
gotta go do my work now.hahah

i'm BACKK:DD
been a busy busy weekend!
went for the computer graphic conference.
it was a three day thing.from fri-sun.
had to wait up early in the mornin to travel from my place to expo!:(
damn tired.
but it was all worth it.
really.
the talk was inspiring.
learnt many stuff.and understand more about this trade now.
haha.
ANDREW GORDON! CARLOS BAENO! AND AND..FENG ZHU!!
animator and concept designer from pixar and lucas film.
DAMN.
they are fucking pro.haha
ROBERT CHANG'S great too!
digital paintin that he do are just...OMGGGG! O.O

okay enough of CG overdrive.
haha.
i was so happy!
cause i saw darling at tiong on the second day of CG:))
was surprised!!hehh:))
i love my DARLING!!!
and its our third month anni todaYY:))
(but actually should be seventh month..heh..)

i think i'm fallin ill.
feel sickly.heh.
i'm bloody tireD!
only slept for three hours last night.and the few nights before slept late woke up early.
-YAWNNSS-

gil jus sent me this song!
nice!!
i like:))

MATCHBOOK ROMANCE
she'll never understand:)

leave a message on your phone
just to find out you're not home
keeping up with you is something
i could never do
and i know something's wrong
cause you've been gone too long
a fucking waste of my time is all that you've become
if i can't be the guy that you've always wanted me to be
if i can't say the words that you always wanted me to say
if i fall in the end, will you be holding on to me?
because you, you said you'd never leave me
the choice is up to you
to find out what to do
to let it go or keep kicking me to the side
i'm getting tired of your shit
and i can't deal with it
i gave up giving in, and now it's time to say goodbye
if i can't be the guy that you've always wanted me to be
if i can't say the words that you always wanted me to say
if i fall in the end, will you be holding on to me?
because you, you said you'd never leave me
stay with me...if i can't be the guy that you've always wanted me to be
if i can't say the words that you always wanted me to say
if i fall in the end, will you be holding on to me?
because you, you said you'd never leave
you, you said you'd never leave
you, you said you'd never leave me

okie dokie!
CG OVERDRIVE tomoro!!:)
BAYBEATSS!!!!:))

was tryin from 8 to 5pm today.
like wth.
tired!
haha.
in between had lec and a talk by SCOTT CAPEL!!!!
haha.his my IDOL!!!
don't noe who is he.
his's the guy who did the incredibles!!
most recent movie.
his workin on the upcomin pixar anime,totouille.i think its spelt like that.
haha.
must catch that movie!!!heh.
PIXAR!!!!!
LUCAS FILM!!!!!!!
my dream companyy!!
heh.

went to bugis for dinner with tan yaw,cheow and ros.
gossip again lah.
haha.it was the four of us again.
heh.

PAUL TWOHILL!!!
superman!!
that song is stuck in my head now.heh:))

I can’t stand to fly I’m not that naive I’m just out to find The better part of me I’m more than a bird…I’m more than a planeMore than some pretty face beside a trainIt’s not easy to be me Wish that I could cryFall upon my kneesFind a way to lieAbout a home I’ll never see It may sound absurd…but don’t be naiveEven Heroes have the right to bleedI may be disturbed…but won’t you concedeEven Heroes have the right to dreams It’not easy to be me Up, up and away…away from meWell it’s all right…You can all sleep sound tonightI’m not crazy…or anything… I can’t stand to fly I’m not that naiveMen weren’t meant to rideWith clouds between their knees I’m only a man in a silly red sheetDigging for kryptonite on this one way streetOnly a man in a funny red sheet Looking for special things inside of me inside of me ...... inside of me ...(x2)I’m only a man in a funny red sheetI’m only a man looking for his dreamI’m only a man in a funny red sheetIt’s not easy ... wu.. hoo.. hoo..It’s not easy to be me...

lazy to seperate it.heh.

WTH.
i think i sucks at usin corel painter.
i jus failed part one of my assignment even though i spent two nights sleepin duper late.
sian.
shall slack less and do more work!!
syarah is like improvin so fast.
not fair.
haha.
she slack as much as i do
hahaha

actually,
i have nothin much to blog.
lookin forward for cg overdrive and baybeats2006!!!:DD

syarah rocks!:)

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GET TICKS NOW!!!
IS ANYONE INTERESTED IN SETTING UP A STALL AT SENTOSA OR SELLING TICKETS FORTHE EVENT?
IF YES, PLEASE GET BACK TO ME ASAP.
Here's a little more about the event.
Remember VAUNT? this will be an even biggerevent, but with more space and more things to do.
A Night Market + A Party AreaThe last event to be held at sentosa before MOS buys it up.
This means no more Zouk Out!
So, this is your last chance to party zoukout styleon the beach!
And, when you get tired, just chillout at the bazaar, where ALL KINDS OF STALLS will be set up!
Carnival style, any style!
Interested in selling tickets? commission will bedefinately more than what you imagine.
Just drop me a message.
Also, if you'd like to set up a stall at the bazaar, message me.
Thank You
message me if you're interested.natalie 91731673